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I win in a bittersweet battle

Fri Jul 10, 2009, 9:44 PM
  • Mood: Miserable
  • Listening to: Music.
  • Watching: H3 films
  • Playing: BR Training.
  • Eating: not hungry
  • Drinking: Caffiene and Gensing
My bio-dad is an ass, we all know this. I win this bittersweet battle. In the last journal I wrote about how he's pretty much taking my brothers away from me. Pretty much saying I can't see them, or coming up with dumbass excuses so I can't.

Well this week my sister Tiff. went to go up to Chicago to see him. I magically showed up with her, camera in hand. He was forced to see me, we didn't really talk a lot. We didn't really talk about anything important either. I really just kept things to myself for my sister's sake. We weren't close and didn't talk about anything of real meaning.

He tried to delay the time I had to take pictures of my brothers, stalling. Failing. We had to be somewhere to be picked up in five minutes and I rushed a small photo session. Alex stayed behind as Jr and Mickey came along for the ride and I practically cried.

The pictures will be good for me. But these are bittersweet, as I will probably never see them again unless they come looking for me at the age of 18 or so. Their mom is weirded out by me for some reason and well Fernando [bio dad] knows I'm getting my name changed and the man avoids me if he can- obviously as stated in the last journal.

So I have these photos. One of them all separate another of them all together. The pictures aren't the greatest..

But it was a hard good-bye. I believe it to be that, I pray that it's not. They are so loveable and never hurt anyone [save maybe Jr. Gangsta baby! LOL]...

I'm just happy for the little time we had. Half the time they weren't even in the room with us. He pretty much kept them separated from Tiff and I- I Believe it was because I was there, seeing as well Tiffany sees them a lot when she visits.

Anyway...

Maybe there will be a happy ending. Only time will tell.

I'll post those pictures- I've been waiting a long time for them and would like to share them. They aren't very artistic, but keep your eyes open for them.

Much love to los hermanos.

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I'm 20 years old, who's found the greatest thing worth fighting for, my five month old sister: Darla. I'm in love with the most amazing guy who currently serves in the United States Army as a 92A and plan on joining myself as a Multimedia Illustrator.

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  • Current Residence: Half in IL, half at FT. Campbell KY
  • Interests: Darla, Owen, United States Army, Amy Lee, Andrew Schwab
  • Favourite movie: Saw I, Saw IV, Dead Silence
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Project 86, Cradle of Filth, AiC, Sick Puppies
  • Favourite genre of music: Black Metal/ Hard Rock
  • Favourite artist: Den Den
  • Favourite poet or writer: Andrew Schwab, Dani Davey, Meghan Kelty
  • Favourite photographer: Granddaddy and Adam
  • Favourite style of art: Den Den style (( Man you know you're the best!))
  • Operating System: My heart
  • MP3 player of choice: CD Player- better quality, cheaper price.
  • Shell of choice: Turtle
  • Wallpaper of choice: U.S. Army, Project 86, Filth or Lee
  • Skin of choice: None
  • Favourite game: Halo Series, Call of Duty 4, Call of Duty: World at War- Nazi Zombies, Guitar Hero: World Tour
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox or 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: My Own.
  • Personal Quote: I live for the dark and work for the light.
  • Tools of the Trade: Music, Tablet, My world, need I say more?

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Thanks for the fave! :dance:

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XD PIXXXX?? You mean PIC? LOL :) :hug: :heart: :boogie:

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"I live for the Dark, work for the light. I'm kicking ass, at this thing called Life."

Your heroes are dead and we can't open their eyes.
Thanks for the favorite!

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You should, haha- depending on if you did and when- we'd probably be in school together XD

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Go to search and look up Multimedia Illustrator

It'll give you more information then I can. I've always struggled between the Navy and the Army because the Navy has Photogarphy.

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"I live for the Dark, work for the light. I'm kicking ass, at this thing called Life."

Your heroes are dead and we can't open their eyes.
Well, a bit of a problem there. I live in Canada. If I did join the military, it'd be with our forces.

I'll check out Multimedia illustrator. Thanks.

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Hehe nice :) I failed to see where you were from but I'm pretty sure they have something similar. I have another friend from Canada, who was looking into joining too, under the same area I believe.

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Hmm. The odds are astronomically high that out of the 38 million people here, I know him.

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Actually, it's a she. :)

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